I truly believe that we are spiritual beings having a human experience.
I used to believe that I was a human being first and foremost, and was constantly in search of something/Someone to fill the deep emptiness/longing within, to love and be loved. That "something" was always somewhere "out there", just out of reach, and that shiny thing that I thought would satisfy and fill the emptiness within never did.
Getting that A on a test, being accepted by a particular group that I really wanted to belong to, that new car, that first home, going on that trip...they all give that moment, that rush, that feeling of satisfaction and happiness and contentment, but it is fleeting and soon wears off.
I've never liked my body...did everything I could as a kid to straighten my hair; never liked what I saw when I looked in the mirror...
It's as if that from the moment I was born, I had amnesia, totally forgetting that I'm a spiritual being first and foremost, the daughter of a loving Creator. Life has been a journey, searching for Home, for Source, for the Divine. "Our hearts are restless until they rest in you, O Lord." - St. Augustine
We are children of the Divine. Discovering the treasure that we are will bring us Home, learning to love and accept ourselves exactly the way we are, seeing ourselves through the eyes of the Divine, with compassion and love. Our yearning, our longing will be satisfied and we will be at peace.
Astrology, oracle cards and Tapping, along with other tools, can help to bring us Home. If hurt and anger is a road block on your journey, NOW is the time to let it go! Now is the time to love yourself enough to do it. Just do it! Do not be afraid. You are so worthy and deserving of all the love that you can give...and receive.
Follow along with Nick as he helps a woman in Australia.
Much love,
Martina :)
Nick Ortner...That Anger You're Holding On To